When Sister Pia Maria first set foot in the maximum-security prison that houses Texas’ female death row inmates, she was understandably nervous. Not only was she entering what was arguably the most dangerous part of the prison, but she was also about to spend some quality time with a group of women who had committed hideous, unspeakable crimes. 

What would she say to them? Would she even make it out?

But when at last Sister Pia and her fellow nuns from the Sisters of Mary Morning Star actually came face-to-face with the condemned women, “all the barriers just dropped.”

“It was like we were just immersed, and we were friends, and we were talking, and we were laughing, and we were just at peace,” she recalled, speaking to CNA.

“There was a spiritual presence, and we were able to connect and bond on our first visit. It was just the grace of God — it was just amazing.”

The Sisters of Mary Morning Star is a contemplative Catholic order of nuns located near Waco, about 40 minutes from the Patrick L. O’Daniel Unit prison in Gatesville, which houses the state’s seven female death row inmates. A relatively young order that originated in Spain and has now spread to 25 convents worldwide, the sisters celebrated their order’s 10th anniversary just last month, in July. 

For the past few years, the sisters have visited their friends on death row — the sisters call it “Light Row” — once a month, forging real friendships with the women and leading six out of the seven of them to embrace the Catholic faith. 

In addition, the inmates have committed to being “oblates,” which means they are laypeople living outside the religious sisters’ community but are nevertheless committed to supporting the community through prayer.

The tradition of oblates — a word that comes from the Latin for “offering” — originated with St. Benedict, who wanted to establish in his Rule a way for men and women outside of a religious order to be affiliated with their work and prayer. “They’re laypeople who live in the world who want to be committed to our community,” Sister Pia explained. 

“They have a connection to our community, like the third order of the Franciscans or the Carmelites … living the spirit of our community in the world, but as a layperson.” Sister Pia said despite her initial hesitation and nervousness upon being given the opportunity to enter the prison, she said she is inspired by the example of conversion and faith in God shown by the imprisoned women, who view their incarcerated state as something akin to a monastic life. 

“I think we receive so much more from them than we give to them,” Sister Pia said. 

“It’s really rewarding when you go in and minister and receive so much from the individual that you go and minister to. It’s really the light of Christ that you’re receiving from the other.”

Texas is one of the most prolific states in the entire country when it comes to the death penalty, having carried out nearly 600 state executions and six federal executions since 1976, according to the Death Penalty Information Center. According to the same group, Texas has executed more women — six — than any other state. None of the women on Texas’ death row currently have scheduled execution dates, but Sister Pia said she and her fellow sisters have had to mentally prepare for and pray about the possibility that the state could choose at any time to end the life of any one of their friends. 

“It’s something we’ve prayed about … we pray that we will be strong,” she said. 

“It will be very difficult for us because we’re close to them. We hope that it doesn’t happen. We pray that there’d be a miracle, that their executions be stayed … but we leave it in the hands of God, that there be peace and grace that they receive when the time comes.” Deacon Ronnie Lastovica, the Diocese of Austin’s pastoral care coordinator for the region where the prison is located, has ministered to the women of the Gatesville prison for over a decade. He was instrumental in coordinating the religious sisters’ entry into prison ministry.

“I’m convinced it’s the Eucharist that they’re drawn to. And they, all on their own, desired to learn more about our faith,” Lastovica told CNA, referring to the women on death row. 

Lastovica said women who have converted all individually chose to receive the sacraments and become Catholic. Two of them were baptized while on death row and received full sacraments, and the others were already baptized Christians and came into full communion with the Catholic Church. 

“You’ll see that the ladies on death row, when they speak about the power of the Eucharist, what it’s done for them … God is there. God is alive. In the very moment, you see, even for the worst of sinners, hope is restored. And there’s no greater gift that can ever be given to a soul than the presence of Christ himself.”

By Jonah McKeown